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Post by emily on Jun 1, 2009 22:44:09 GMT -5
Emily walked the steps of the Owlery. She was having a rough day plus the fact it was a full moon. She hated it. She hated being a werewolf but at the same time loved it. Not many people knew at all because the new Headmaster had said not to tell many people. This though did not bother Emily. She didn't like telling people much less like feeling like an ugly hungry beast that roams the night killing poor animals. Emily was a vegetarian to witch made it worse on her. Only time she ever ate meat was when she was in were form.
She sighed heavily clutching a letter in her hands. She had wrote to her mother telling her the new year had been fine so far but she still thought it was very boring.
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Post by zara on Jun 4, 2009 12:51:40 GMT -5
Zara walked the steps up to the owlery as if she was an old woman with a bad back. Today wasn't her day really, she felt awful for some reason. As she made her way up the stairs she stopped and listened to the annoying owls screech. How she loved teasing them, sometimes she even gave the owls an empty envelope to and sent them on their way. Zara just got a kick out of doing little things like that, mainly she did them when she was having a bad day.
Standing in the entry way of the owlery, she stood quietly for a moment and watched her girlfriend clutch some letter. She was so beautiful standing there, Zara thought to herself. "Hey Em." She finally said in a low tone, as if she was whispering. "What is that?" She asked pointing at the letter Emily was holding. Not like she was being noisy, just a bit curious. After all she didn't have a mom to write home to and tell her all the good things thats going on at the school.
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Post by emily on Jun 4, 2009 13:22:08 GMT -5
"What is that?"
Emily was deep in thought and didn't hear Zara walk over. Her voice was the only thing that caught her attention. "Letter to mum. I want some money." She smirked and tied the letter to an owls foot and told it were to go. The owl hooted and flew off and high speed hitting the window on it's way out. It made Emily laugh. "Dumb owl." She muttered walking over to her girlfriend.
"You look stunning today, but you seem to be troubled. Whats wrong?" She asked grabbing ahold of both of Zara's hands. Emily never showed affection to anyone but Zara; even Emily's friends didn't get alot of attention.
"Don't forget I don't have much time before I go to the forset," She added knowing Zara would know what she meant. Her other 'monthly problem'.
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Post by zara on Jun 4, 2009 13:35:38 GMT -5
Zara tried not to laugh, she thought it was cute when Emily got a bit scared whenever she snuck up on her. "Money hey? What are you planning on running away?" She said with a wide grin upon her face. Zara surely wouldn't mind running away sometimes. She watched as Emily tied the letter to the owls foot. "It's seriously gotta suck being an owl." Zara said as she watched the owl do its job, but hitting the window before it flew out. "Well it must run in the family." She said teasingly.
"Well dear I shall say you look just as stunning as me." Zara winked and started to laugh a bit. It felt good to laugh. "Nothing, it's just that, I was thinking what it would be like to be able to have a mom again." Sighing heavily as she looked at her girlfriend, then down to her hands that Emily was now holding.
"Can't you do something so you don't always have to leave me?" Zara hated that Emily always had to leave her once a month and go into the forest. "I want to come with you Em." She said looking directly into Emily's eyes. Maybe this time she would be able to, then again maybe not. Zara was actually worried about Emily going into the forest alone, yeah she may have been a werewolf, but she was a girl still.
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Post by emily on Jun 4, 2009 13:48:10 GMT -5
Emily grinned at Zara's comment. She could be a smart ass but in a way that was teasing to Emily. "Running away sounds nice but I'm getting you something." She tried to hid any sign of what it might be and she wasn't going to talk anymore about it. She liked surprising her girlfriend. More than that she loved making her happy.
As for the mom part Emily had told Zara over and over that Emily's mom loved her. Her attitude mostly but still she was more then welcome at her house anytime she wanted to come over. "Hun you know I don't want you to come with me. I might hurt you."
She gave Zara a serious look before kissing her cheek. "Besides how will you protect yourself?" Emily and Zara both knew if anything bad happened Emily would take full blame. It was the only thing she was serious about. No one should have to live thru what she does. Plus Emily would hate herself if Zara had got her or it make make Zara feel different about her if she saw Emily in wolf form.
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Post by zara on Jun 4, 2009 15:12:10 GMT -5
It was always fun teasing Emily, she never took things too serious like some of the other kids she did it too. Her jaw dropped and her eyes widened some when she heard those words come from Emily's mouth. "Oh what are you getting me?" She asked all innocent like. Zara did love surprises, she was like a little kid, she was actually all excited inside.
So Zara knew that Emily's mom loved her and didn't mind if she came over. But it was weird for Zara, cause she was always worried if she became too attached to Emily's mom she might not want to ever let her go and she knew she couldn't take Emily's mother away from her. Although Zara always seemed to have a way of getting people to like her, it was most likely due to her shyness. "I'm a big girl Em, I think I can protect myself from you." She leaned in and kissed Emily softly on the lips. "I just worry about you out there, all alone, in the dark forest." She sighed, Zara knew that she couldn't go.
"That's funny Em, I have this thing called a wand, duh." She smirked as she looked back into her girlfriends eyes. "Please, just this once thats all I ask of you." Of course now Zara had to try harder than to just beg, she was going to bat her lashes and give her best puppy dog eyes at her girlfriend. Zara knew that Emily didn't want her to come along, it was for her own safety. But that still didn't ease the worry that Zara had for Emily, each month she had to leave. "What if something hurts you? I won't be there to help." Zara was just gonna have to learn to live with what her girlfriend was.
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Post by emily on Jun 4, 2009 19:54:57 GMT -5
"That's funny Em, I have this thing called a wand, duh."
Emily smirked at this but wand or no wand it was still very dangerous. "Hun," She began sliding her hand across Zara's cheek. "I...ok. But it I go to attack you. Shot me with alittle silver. It wont kill me but it will slow me down. Oh and keep the protego charm around you at all times."
Emily sighed. "Just so you know," She said crossing her arms across her chest. "I don't like this at all." She gave Zara a stern look hoping she'd make up for it later. This was a huge thing for Emily to say yes to and it wasn't very fair. Emily could easily rip Zara to shreads and if she done that Emily would completely lose it and probably hurt herself in the process.
"I love you and I don't want you hurt." Her face turned to face the ground as a frown replaced and stren look. "I feel like...like a killer."
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Post by zara on Jun 4, 2009 23:08:27 GMT -5
Zara's eyes widened a bit when she heard Emily say ok. "Your serious? I knew I loved you for a reason." She said jokingly. Zara felt a big relief wash over her, she know would be able to watch over her love, Emily. This was the only way she could make sure she would be safe. "Ok protego charm, check, shot of silver, check." She smiled at Emily and then started jumping up and down some. "Thank you, thank you, thank you!" Zara shouted in excitement.
When she heard Emily speak again, Zara stopped jumping. "Hush alright, I am not a baby Em, I am sixteen and a Slytherin and we Slytherins can fend for ourselves." Zara looked at Emily with an eyebrow cocked. "What are you doing? You look like your a parent doing that hunny." She smirked as she reached her hands over and laid them ontop of Emily's folded arms.
"Babe I love you to, but you know what you don't have to worry about me, like I said before I'm a big girl and I can fend for myself." She rolled her eyes at Emily, all that worrying she was doing was cute. Zara looked down at her girlfriend and then bent down some to look at her face. "Look nothing will happen to me, I swear, I do know how to run if you go all mental on me." Now Zara was making a joke of it, in a way. Zara was trying her best to ease her girlfriends worries and she knew she wasn't doing such a great job at it. But whatever happened she would never lose Emily, she didn't care if that meant she had to fight to save her own life, she wanted to be with her through the things she had to go through every month.
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Post by emily on Jun 5, 2009 20:08:12 GMT -5
Emily listened to Zara's words to try to ease herself of worry. Sadly it wasn't working. "Well. Come on I have maybe fifteen minutes to get there." She took her girlfriends hand and gave her a kiss on her lips before leading her down the staircase.
Her mind wondered to different things like how was she going to act with Zara around. Where was Zara going to be? Emily hoped in a tree high up because werewolfs couldn't climb trees. At least not to her knowledge. That's when she imagined herself in were' form trying to climb a tree. It made her giggle.
Shaking her head she squeezed Zara's hand and sighed. "Are you sure you'll be ok? I'm very dangerous." She looked over to her real quick before looking back infront of her. They were now in the middle of the lawns. Not but hundred more feet to the Forest. "Oh good." She thought. "We'll make it in time."
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Post by zara on Jun 6, 2009 20:42:43 GMT -5
"Chill Em, you'll make it in time." A kiss from Em always took Zara's breath away. It was the best feeling in the world to Zara to be loved like this. Zara seemed to always follow and never lead, but whatever it didn't bother her at all, as long as it wasn't following one of the other students from another house.
"What? Did I say something funny?" She looked at her girlfriend a bit confused after hearing her giggle. Zara was wondering what would really happen in the woods when Emily turns into a werewolf, would she really try and kill Zara? Or would she know who she was and leave her be? I guess that was all to be found out soon enough. Zara thought to herself.
"Yes, I will be totally fine, your just being a worry wart." Now Zara wasn't quite sure this was such a good idea, maybe she should just tell Emily she changed her mind, wuss out now. OK so Zara was full of words at times, but this time she wished she hadn't asked to go along. But she had to do this, it would ease her worries about what happens to her girlfriend every month. Zara came to a sudden stop and she felt the tears well up in her eyes. How could she do this now to her girlfriend?
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Post by emily on Jun 6, 2009 20:53:56 GMT -5
Worry wart nothing this was a huge thing. Or maybe it wasn't so bad but Emilys mind kept going to the worst scenario possible. All of them ended out with Zara dead. She knew for a fact she had no control of herself in were form nor did any other werewolf. If one did Emily wanted to meet that person. Maybe and just maybe Emily could learn to control herself but it would be very very hard. Do to one thing. Smell of human blood made her go crazy in wereform.
When Zara came to a stop Emily stopped to. "What's wrong?" She asked notcing the tears in her eyes. "Please don't cry babe." She added kissing her both her cheeks.
Emily couldn't tell if she was worried about herself or Emily. She hoped herself because she'd be in the most trouble there. And if she was worried about Emily well that made no since unless she felt bad for the pain she had to go thru during transformation.
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Post by zara on Jun 6, 2009 21:14:07 GMT -5
Zara couldn't look into her girlfriends eyes, she now felt rather embarrassed about being all fine before about going into the woods with her, but now she was actually really scared and didn't want to go with her. She really felt bad about letting her girlfriend do this alone, but Zara was afraid for her life, she wasn't read to die this young.
"I'm so sorry Em...... I can't do this." Still not looking Emily in the eyes, she felt the tears stream down her pale face. Is was sickening to think that her girlfriend would be out there all alone and if something happened she would blame herself for it. "I can't go with you hun." Finally looking at Emily, but not quite into her eyes.
She held onto Emily's hands for a long moment and looked down at them, storking the back side of Emily's hands with each of her thumbs. "I'm scared Em, I'm scared for you and more for my own life, that probably sounds really selfish, but I am not ready to die." Zara felt so badly for saying that to Emily, shortly before she had to leave for the woods, she wondered if that would put her into harms way now.
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Post by emily on Jun 6, 2009 21:26:11 GMT -5
Emily grinned. She knew it was probably a bad time to be grinning but at least Zara got her since back to her. "Good." She responded. It was best Zara was afraid of her and it was best she felt the way she did. It was natural and it was common since. But she knew Zara probably felt like she was ditching Emily and Emily would be upset; she wasn't though. Emily was very happy with this.
"That's common since Zara you should feel afraid of me and you shouldn't be wanting to go. Now go back to the common room and get some sleep I'll met you bright and early in the..." Emily felt a strong jolt of pain in her side. She thought she had more time this!
"Go!" She yelled at her girlfriend and took off at a run for the forest. She needed to get as for away from her as she could before she fully transformed. As she reached the edge of the forest she feel from agonizing pain "AHH!"
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Post by zara on Jun 6, 2009 22:04:34 GMT -5
"Good?" Zara asked a bit confused, she thought for sure Emily would be angry with her for ditching her at the last second. Still she felt bad about doing so, but she was worried about her life, still worried about Emily too, the pain she must suffer during her change into a werewolf must be excruciating.
"That's it Em? You not all pissed off at me for blowing you off?" She stood there and shook her head in disbelief. But it was Em, she knew what was right when it came to whether or not anyone would be safe around her during her change.
Zara jumped a bit as she watched Emily run off towards the forest. "I love you." She mumbled as she wrapped her arms around herself in a hug, she headed towards the castle, turning around every now and again to look towards the forest where her girlfriend had run.
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Post by emily on Jun 6, 2009 22:48:11 GMT -5
As she fell to her knees the pain became outragous and she knew Zara wouldn't make it in time. "ZARA!" She screamed loud enough for her to hear. "RUN! YOU NEED TO...GAH...OUT OF HERE." It was hard for her to yell thru all the pain much less make it understandable and hoped Zara understood her. If not she will soon enough and hopfully not to late.
Emily's pain peeked and her whole body turned into this small white werewolf. For a werewolf Emily was very pretty compared to alot of the others, but Emily never thought any werewolf was pretty. She hated this side of her it was like having a bad case of scizaprinea.
Emily looked up to the sky and let out a loud howl letting any other if they were there that she was back.
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